Getting older is getting more devastating with every passing year. I wish I was 18 forever. I'm scared of getting older, truly. I'm scared of time passed and I'm scared of the declining health that comes with old age. It feels like I haven't accomplished much of anything since high school, and I've been graduated for almost four years now. I've tried to move out twice now and both times failed miserably. I haven't had much success in college. I honestly have no idea what I want to do as a career. I've been in the same job for four years now, and I guess I'm scared to leave it.
It's hard not to compare myself to friends and family members who appear to "sail through" this time of life; the ones that are graduating, married, and with kids. I guess the things I've accomplished have been smaller, hard-learned life lessons. That's what I'll keep telling myself anyway.
Anyways, my birthday was good, besides the fact that I got older. Cord took me to Olive Garden and it was delicious, and he gave me a gift card to Kohl's which was awesome cuz I am in desperate need of new clothes. My family is coming over tonight to celebrate and that will be fun.
And that is life.
Happy late Birthday, 22 isn't old...I am turning 30 this year! Enjoy these years and don't worry about what everyone else is doing you got lots of time (even though I know it doesn't feel like it). Hope to see you soon!
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